profile An.Lin., 23, Full time student, Currently now studying, National University Of Ireland, Dublin. Ich bin dreiundzwangzig Jahre alt, liebe sich freuend und ich studiere uternehmen/finanz an der universität. Ich auf bin in die Deutsche Sprachschule. Loves; Travelling, subways, photography, Visual Arts, interior designs, running, floorball, events, books, cafes, strolling, talking, laughing, dreaming. " Life is not about dreaming, its about analyzing on how to achieve those dreams." my love *Get a Good DSL soon *Repaint my room *More overseas Trip *Score well for exam *More Trexi toys heh! Tagboard Advertise |
Saturday, August 29, 2009 @ 1:27 PM
for some reason. unhappy. perhaps due to many reason. that i have not been able to manage my stress level well. i had exam yesterday. and i feel like dying. i studied merely only 2 days. and after i came home, i was trying very hard to do my german homework. i've been sleeping like less than 4 hour daily. making sure i make it to my german class. but then, everytime she asked me question, i always turn blanked. i feel a certain scare out of nowhere. that i wish so much to go home. yes indeed. i rushed back home after class to sleep. cause i really cannot take it. sleeping was my escape. i feel like i can fall apart anytime. Anytime. my stress level was on the brim. my whole world suddenly turn very horror. i feel like, everywhere, there's torn. everyone like taking out a knife ready to stab whoever out's there. must be stress. must be stress. maybe during stress period, you tend to be more scare and insecure. and not handling things well. something seem to trigger something. i dunno. i suddenly feel that, when no one notice you, it is actually a good thing because, it actually protecting yourself. been comfort zone, its always the most secured place. ohwells. good thing today is that, i have supper tonight with 5 people, 2 dogs. :D written with love, jennylin:) |