profile An.Lin., 23, Full time student, Currently now studying, National University Of Ireland, Dublin. Ich bin dreiundzwangzig Jahre alt, liebe sich freuend und ich studiere uternehmen/finanz an der universität. Ich auf bin in die Deutsche Sprachschule. Loves; Travelling, subways, photography, Visual Arts, interior designs, running, floorball, events, books, cafes, strolling, talking, laughing, dreaming. " Life is not about dreaming, its about analyzing on how to achieve those dreams." my love *Get a Good DSL soon *Repaint my room *More overseas Trip *Score well for exam *More Trexi toys heh! Tagboard Advertise |
Saturday, August 29, 2009 @ 1:27 PM
for some reason. unhappy. perhaps due to many reason. that i have not been able to manage my stress level well. i had exam yesterday. and i feel like dying. i studied merely only 2 days. and after i came home, i was trying very hard to do my german homework. i've been sleeping like less than 4 hour daily. making sure i make it to my german class. but then, everytime she asked me question, i always turn blanked. i feel a certain scare out of nowhere. that i wish so much to go home. yes indeed. i rushed back home after class to sleep. cause i really cannot take it. sleeping was my escape. i feel like i can fall apart anytime. Anytime. my stress level was on the brim. my whole world suddenly turn very horror. i feel like, everywhere, there's torn. everyone like taking out a knife ready to stab whoever out's there. must be stress. must be stress. maybe during stress period, you tend to be more scare and insecure. and not handling things well. something seem to trigger something. i dunno. i suddenly feel that, when no one notice you, it is actually a good thing because, it actually protecting yourself. been comfort zone, its always the most secured place. ohwells. good thing today is that, i have supper tonight with 5 people, 2 dogs. :D written with love, jennylin:) Thursday, August 20, 2009 @ 2:38 AM
ohlalla ok. about the thailand trip everything solved. although we not going but still we are in love again. ahahhs. Ohwells. anyway, meet up with Yj, jwong and elfie yesterday. then amelia at the later time YOU KNOW WHAT?? i heard something about that andrew foo. everywhere. actually tons of it. HAHHA Seriously, If you are the first class honor-look, then you dont need to criticize anyone. its your choice to group in two or do the project alone. Not as WHO EVER owns you the living. Its not as if you do alone you will get A. its the quality. PLEASE MY F. GOD. I seriously don understand man. lecturer give us a choice to group with one person as the project is way too big. and this stupid brainless KID go and quarrel with the lecturer that the person that do alone should be mark differently. And he even say that those who are weak should not be help or something. Just because he want to be benchmark to be a A class student. SHAME ON YOU. written with love, jennylin:) Thursday, July 30, 2009 @ 11:34 AM
the enjoyment. what's the best enjoyment in life? party or peace? nowadays i feel the numbness and boredom. and feel very easily get irritated by people. like, unreasonable and weird people. most of all, school expectation and stress. Everyone are like competing with each other when the result are release. I am always so afraid if anyone would ever see my result. and the questions like " still in first class?" " How many As?" first class , second class. is really strangling me. hard. Everyone around me are so potential.  tired. Anyway, i find even more hard to sleep at night. i have bad cough when coming to night. and doctor say advise me to slip a glass of hot drink and relax yourself before bed. so, these 3 days, i dim my lights, i switch on my orange lamp, drink my hot cereal, listen to my recently fav "flightless bird" damn nice. okay. going bed. nights! written with love, jennylin:) Sunday, July 26, 2009 @ 12:32 PM
plant love. Fruitful week. Why call it fruitful? Not that i went anywhere, but i found meanings. as Usual, we gain some, we loses some. This week, i feel love. from friends especially. I always feel like, i have to go to class to meet childish people are hard. But then i found that comparing those minority, i have majority friends around. they smile, they approach me. they make sure im feeling good and well. how nice. ;) i feel like staying home this weekend, due to assignment to rush, and been sick as well. i always grumble staying home. but this week, i feel like staying. Maybe i have been out always. I have hazelnut caffe with me, Tv, Aircon and making sure that my temperature is normal. i rest, i wake up to type again. i watched soccer with my dad, and see my mother grumble that im so tan and sick. i'm amaze quite a number of my friends are online on saturday MSN, are great mates!! it's sooooo goood! I have to work hard this sem. My last sem OB result was abit toooo depressing. MC result are still pending. not much hope i guess. ;(  i feel like painting a pink daisy in my room to make it more cosy and love. heh. German class as usual, funny with melvin and ziyuan around. they tease each other, they will grumble at me been late. making sure that the teacher call my name. say my waterbottle is gay. Ziyuan is able to say the most amazing vulgarities that, it sound so high-class man. HAHAHAHs our future lawyer, is a joker man. whatever. HAHHAs. i just realise that, i hate self-centered person. i have to admit that sometimes im one, but i am not to the extent of competing with people, with tiny matters, thinking my own liking 24h always, and blaming people and not looking at themselves first. i always strongly believe, truth stays and you will achieve much more unexpected things. and should not be defeat by false statement. the past incident concluded i should even be more firm. and i believe, wise people listen to truth not from the losers. heh. congrats yanjia upon his success to his final theory paper. HAHAHS btw, something random. i think, next time when im going tanning, i should actually open up my toes. cause the toes in between are so white. it's so freaky ugly ! hahahs. ich liebe auf finden zu lebzeiten ;) Die besten Sachen im Leben gibt es Umsonst. gute nacht! written with love, jennylin:) Friday, July 24, 2009 @ 10:55 AM
week back. week back here, i fall sick immediately. can be expected. Dint really drink much water over there. Im down with 2 mega painful ulcer, sore throat that making cough at times. and i'm getting so tired recently. i'm been so home-sick. i do not know that my room has actually turned into a recreation room. my dad plays my computer, my mum plays my Psp and my bro watched my tv all in my room. Oh ya! daddy promise to buy me a macbook when his pay comes in. weeeeet! im chosing the bridesmaid dress in 2 weeks time. My cousin are like pestering me saying that i have a vacant seat available. the thing is, i really do not have any one to bring over to the dinner. this is quite depressing and quite stress man. Met Joshua today. cause he is reservice near my area. had dinner and talk rubbish. ahahs. oh man. had to sleep early today. German class tomorrow. ciao. written with love, jennylin:) Wednesday, July 22, 2009 @ 10:42 AM
under the water, under the sea. UPDATES!!!!!!!!!!! yes yes. i'm way too busy to update this blog. abit tooo dead. HAHAHs. i must rewind back to last week. Last saturday 11/7 German class - my favourite Curry chicken with my german classmate clicks then back to tuition centre. sunday 12/7 i went Sentosa because i do not have sunday tuition. and failed to tan dark. AHHAHAs. then back to coffee nation that we had last weekend. Monday 13/7 School, tuition then ziqi pick me up to accompany him for dinner. Guess what? He drove his brother new honda civic typeR. Its pretty COOOL. as in, the pickup, the power, the accerlation makes people.. eh.. high. HAHAs. back to his yewtee house, we changed the car to his Rush. actually i would prefer his Rush as it was way too cute. I used to have fetish for landrover. That's speak for all. Thrusday-sunday night ride to redang island. It was my most memorable time. CLEAR blue sky, sand and those underwater animals are duper ENORMOUS. and guess what? i found blue sand. Ohwells. this i will blog later as it was way tooo long.  Photo with the instructor. The night that we search for blue sand. ohwells. continue... back to school. after school walked with yan jia and elvie to PS. then shopped awhile before heading to tuition. have a nice talking session with elvie. And both of us missed it. HAHAHs. Tuesday HARRRRRRY POTTTTTTERRRRR!!!! with uni mates. with mark and andy. Jonathan watched it hence was intended to watch him play soccer after movie. Nothing much is AMK hub. So after the not-so-nice dessert, we head on to ION. Mark drove some CRV car which reminds me of some transformer car. hahas. Grand opening ceremony. He was soooo excited over those shop, even the carpark. LOL. He was so tempted to buy the Tag H. watch which in the end he thinks he should buy a new laptop instead. HAHAHs.  did i tell you that i was so sad when the Albus dumbledore died in harry potter's movie? Argh. i was controlling so hard to pull back my tears. And the huge Acromantula spider die as well. argh. that cute creature. Wednesday nothing much. break with karen, elvie and yanjia as the guys left early. Yanjia said something so funny that ended up me laughing non-stop. oh ya. those loser as usual make some queer comments. Fuck them man. I think my mother has been missing me quite alot. She was nagging me that i am so tan now, check my forehead pimples now and tend. then look so close to my face. AHHAs. i'm having sorethroat now and she is nagging madly at me. LOL. how cute. argh. got to wake up early tml. 6am to meet Joshua Cheong for breakfast. dot dot dot. Nights~ written with love, jennylin:) Sunday, July 12, 2009 @ 11:49 AM
fruitful. i skip school on thrusday and friday, to complete my report. heh. i totally have no time due to work.banyway, i done my assignment like 6am on friday morning, and doubt i could wake up for class. woke up early to do my referencing, cover page, content , spelling checking etc. my korean classmate even called if i'm going to hand in my assignment. hah. and i wonder why korean like to read our chinese name rather than other english. HAHAHs. anyway, went over to Goethe to submit my 3rd sem german class fees. time flies. i taking my first international german test in sept. i doubt i could make it. i always try to script tru everything. the funniest part is i know how to fill in the blank. i understand the word. just that when ever she ask me stuff. i tend to have mental blockage. ohwells. because i'm away next week, i have to attend the class on wednesday. sometimes, i love been busy. sometimes, i hate been busy. busy tend to make me lost alot concentration now. but then, what looking forward, was the outcome i guess. then i went to meet Art, eric and sam. cher ditch us again. as usual. went over harry's for drinks. Haze came over to meet me. then we hit home together. Saturday was like germanclass- classmate lunch-tuition for 3 hrs - dinner steamboat at marina. sunday was tanning then to my new favourite cafe at bali lane. its near haji lane. just right beside it. i got my new bumberbee backpack and super chio sunglass. i'm so ready for my trip. ohwells,i'm so excited for my trip. now the problem is.. my 35L backpack is so duper big. Ammar, brandon and other of my friends comment its alright and i should get it. hence tata. i can share with my brother as well. :)) . . . . . some happenings; my poly-best-guyfriend broke up wit his gf. because i click with the gf so well that we became quite close as well. much closer than the guy. the question was, both asked the same question which was making me so sad. " will you chose one between us?" the answer is obviously NO. i feel bitter more than them. i dunno the reason. i dunno what i could say to save things back. i feel i'm partially wrong.i dunno. side track abit. i saw many common cases of that parent are separated. which makes me take a second closer look at my family. although i have a irritating mother who snatch my PSP and now my laptop to play games, one who nags at me alllllll day long for all reason, she sometimes amazing help me to do things and bear with my temper. although i have a irritating smelly brother who is so fat and fart in my room, i do still love when he comes to my room and do silly dances. although i have a weird father who sing some romantic loves song in the public, makes me turn in circle like i used to when i'm young, and always sing those cheezy song that makes me laugh like mad in the supermarket. affection sometimes do really dry up. whenever i see my dad do all those cheezy stuff to me and my mother, most of the time, mummy will roll her eye or slap him hard, i realise and actually understand how and why my mother will fall for my dad. family, its hard to maintain. and its never takes things for granted. every family is unique. and i love mine deeply. :)) written with love, jennylin:) |